Hi David. I don’t think that it was a case of being disillusioned. I think that it is the wrong word. I had no preconceived ideas of what life would be like in a secondary school. What I explained was my experience with BGTS, and my view of the teaching staff. If you look at the comments on FR, and here, there seems to be a cross-section of diverse views of life there. I suspect that an individuals experience was largely based on their abilities. You obviously excelled at sport, and academia. Unfortunately I didn’t. A typical sports afternoon at Gospel Lane would see Mr [Monsieur Eddie] Grey, the English teacher, kick a football onto the pitch from the steps of the changing room, and say “…pick a couple of teams amongst yourself, and the rest of you go on a cross-country run”. If you were not one of the known good players you would never get picked. I can’t remember ever having a game of football on those playing fields. The quality of the tuition was also questionable. The PE lesson saw Mr Lunn, being unable to demonstrate any technique himself, because of his size. He would attempt to explain the western roll, or the triple jump. Any failure was met by a mindless, vindictive rant. If you were a successful sports person you would probably be treated differently to those less able. I suspect that because of your abilities you avoided the excesses of the ruler, T-square, and pump. Incidentally, I agree with you about ‘Killer’ Gilbert. Yes, he used the brazing rod on offenders, but like you, my experience with him on the Switzerland Trips that I went on made me see him in a totally different light. One of my ambitions is to rerun the stay in the Blumlisalp and the trips to the Eiger, Interlaken, etc.
To me, leaving BGTS was a massive release; and relief. I felt that I could make my own way through life a lot better, and without fear of suppression. I left with very few qualifications. Just a handful of GCEs. However, since then I have had a successful career in engineering and IT, and have gained an HND, a BSC, and am two thirds through an MBA. No thanks to (and in spite of) BGTS and some of its band of ‘teachers’.