Les this is such an emotional write. I can feel your pain so well through your words.
Bad things have happened in the lives of some of us on the forum and we have asked ‘Why?’ Like you I have tried to be strong, but then felt like such a hopeless little fool letting my mind run away with me.
Too had tried to bring my thoughts into subjection by abiding in God’s love. Yet, still felt alone in this silent battle for another’s precious life.
There is no reason the worst will come to be, but when the pain of sadness of impending doom weighs like a ton of bricks, that is the time we need more than any other to pour out our hearts to the paper.
Be strong...I know how hard it can be. Your emotions are mixed with disappointment in life, but you must stay strong for Roz, for she needs your strength now more than ever.
You are both in my thoughts wishing you the best Beryl