Anthia I know this is off topic but we do care about our members on this forum. Please do be extra careful with passwords like that. Hackers use a technique called brute force for passwords like yours. They just run through the combinations till they crack it. They use computer graphics cards to do this, three in a computer at a time. each one can do 44 billion permutations a second, so you password would be cracked in less than a millionth of a second.
PM me and Ill explain how to do a very strong password that's easy to remember